So I turned over and I kissed her.
Most of us actually have a chemical in our bodies which stops us from being attracted to our family members, some people sadly do not have that.
We both went out with other people and there was never any jealousy, although I found it hard to be physically intimate with anyone else.
But please be very careful if you decide to press the issue of asking him to let you watch him masturbate.
A reader, anonymous, writes 30 December 2008 : You said in your followup post that you were thinking about letting your brother find you touching yourself, in hopes that this would influence him to let you watch him masturbate.
And I stopped, and I shoved myself out from under him and stood up, and gathered my things.