Driven by fear — Strangely enough, being driven by fear is an evolution on being driven by hatred.
Unless you are gonna drop a few grand on a camera you have a pretty fucking good one in your pocket.
The understanding you have, and your current awareness, will allow you to be non-resistant to growth from here on and thus you will continue to see progress in a much consistent manner, also the intensity of suffering will coming down.
The journey is always towards growth, towards more and more self-realization, and thus more alignment with our true nature.
Driven by Joy — Sexuality and sensuality are adjacent to each other, and there is as much an indulgence in sensuality as sexuality, in this place.
When you see that all of life is one body of energy, a hatred towards the outside, or the inside, is eventually a self-hatred.